hi guys,thr's a long long time i din update,im very lazy 2 update,bt on some ''FANS'' request,i hav 2...haha....well,in this month,act ntg special happen..u knw,as a student,my life aint gona b any interesting....1st ting is my schol work drive me crazy,y?..imagine 1 week do 3-4 assignments 2gether,plus some f*cking lecturers like 2 give u another small work n presentation at the same time,see hw u wan handle,its rely crazy...the happy tings is,i get knw a bunch of new frens frm marketing,they r so great,u knw,the way they treat u,is rely sweet,they care n concern,like rely gt 2 knw so long,always hav tat topic on us,n some others r crazy,bt nice 2 me,i bcome so happy n more postive thinking nw...u knw,wat i hav been through,no matter in past,i feel ok wif tat n i still love my frens,bt in nw happened,i cnt rely can understand the attitude tat they showed,bt its ok 2 me,cz i knw hw 2 control better my mind,which shan n yen rely help me did it...haha....other interesting in my life is i went 2 the IYF gathering wif jing,tat is a nice place,ppl nice,foods nice,i hope i can rely mix it,bt it seem hard,bcz evry1 is frm same schol,knw each others long long time,its kind of hard 2 mix wif thm,u will knw hw bored b alone at thr,esp whn tat jing wont bother u n bring u in,ha....so i give up....whn been through so much,i feel like i learned so much,i hav been through the process,i cry,i angry,bt tats the past,learning n learning is my work nw,im glad i found tat mean on me,i found tat great persons in my life,i need 2 step out the darkness tat followed me long long time,n bcm the new of me,the goddes of angels,bc im FIERCEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE