FABULOUSITY

long long time

2009-06-20T23:33:00.000-07:00

hey,is fabulous QUEEN B here..im bck..i feel so tired n lazy 2 update my blog,so tis may b my last last blog post,bt,anyway,i stil will speak out wat had hapen 2 me recently...
wao,in tis may,nt much had hapen,as long as it go June,is great moment...most hapy is about my birthday,1st of all,tqs to my lovely secondary machi gang,u guys r lovely n touching...v went 2 ZANMAI to hav diner,along we talk,laugh,i rely so long din hav tis kind of hapiness,n my bitchy kit able 2 join us,make me more hapy..wao,1 suprise along,is whn is the time 2 sing hapy birthday 2 me,the waiter has mistaken 2 take my cake 2 another table,which also 11/6 birthday..omg,suprise spoiled,bt act it make the room more happy n joy,ending the day along wif Drag me to hell,tis day i was sooooooooooo hapy,cnt even 2 decribe...
another day,is my exc day of birth,my marketing frens,em...mostly nt here,haha,bt tqs to li min n admin frens cele wif me,wif tat yummy FISH MARKET.....the hapiest moment,is 2 cele wif my dearest wan yee n fiona,wu...v go sing k at noon,plan 2 eat TONG YUN bt it rain like hell,so v bought secret recipe n diner at fioan house...along wif red wine,cake,kang xi,chating..omg,it was so much fun,n i will nvr forget tis...plus sat is fiona birth,v ate our breakfast at ROYAL BINTANG to hav dim sum,wao,it was so yummy until i wan go evryday..haha..tqs my dears....
other my birthday cele,another hapy is SHAN SHAN finaly cm..v go for bbt,which i can shake their hands,im the LUCKIEST of the fans,n watch jolin,which she only smile to me n shan..wu,n joyce overnight at my house,well,tqs joyce hang out wif us,while help me clean my BAO BEI..hahah...tqs guys..
bt to recently,which hapen a very bad tings,which is chee yeng,marvis,n joyce fight...well,it involve me n shan also...well,many tings hapen to thm,i jz can say,joyce is damm fucking wrg on personal attitude,bt another 2 also nt doing the right tings,u can ask evry1 in foundation,who nvr see n exp joyce wrg tings,n hate her,bt at the same time,who also nvr exp yeng,i cldnt say u 2 r right,jz can say is 拌弄是非。。done,nw go to end of lakeside...
tis it is,leave comment to me o..c u..u knw u love me,B...

new sem started

2009-05-10T05:20:00.000-07:00

hi,i finaly update my blog,it seem like a time i din update..well,its new sem,in year 2 of degree for me,wao,tis sem seem so hard for me,luckily my frens help me,i will b more hardworking on it,en,gambateh,at here i nd 2 say so sorry to miss.gan pooi leng,cz sometimes i din acc u,bt in my heart u knw i love u so much,haha,forgive die die....tis few weeks i keep watch japan drama,n i found my new lover,he is MIZOBATA JUNPEI..

isnt he is so cute,gorgeous,innocence,adorable,i mean he is anyting...wuhu

this is 3 of his drama,1st is 81 diver,hotest drama in 2008,second is 红线,it dam touching n touched 36 million heart in japan,n it touched my heart so deeply,if u din watch,u will regret,last is latest in 2009,name BOSS,n i jz bought all his drama,in only rm100++ leh,damm worth lo,omg..

another drama is 我的帅管家，i also got buy tis,cz tis drama is damm hot in japan,n tis drama is damm nice,is fun,n long time nvr watch such nice drama...

2day is mother day,v whole family go shoping n eat 2gether,papa n brother pay for wat i bought 2day,n finaly i bought my ribena,hahah..v go eat a restaurant name 鼎泰丰，to eat it 小笼包,cz it so famous in all over the world,act it taste soso only,n damm expensive,rm10 for 6 pieces only,wu,bt is brother belanja de la,haha..
em,in these days watch 红线de drama n movie,make me feel sad like i cnt get out frm the drama,n these days keep go some places tat i usualy go wif my foudation gang de,i keep remember wat v always did n chat,its like evryting jz gone nw,evryting bout us,i duno y,jz..mayb god jz gave 2 years for us,n deadline is arived...kind of sad,bt luckily is me n my secondary frens finaly bcm tat machi again,v have gathering,celebrate birthday,go sing k,evryting is like so fun n hapy,n i finaly knw hw important r thm 2 me,i love u guys so so much...n also tqs 2 siew wen,kar how,li min,help me so much n acc me eat korean food,sushi zanmai,hang out for movie,haha,,,i love u guys....
n 1 more tings is,i am me,im gone live hapy n fabulous,bcz im FIERCEEEE......

finaly done..wuhu

2009-04-11T05:49:00.000-07:00

hihi,im bck,wao,4months study finaly end...its tireddddd...din sleep whole day for my final presentation n assginment...finaly done,nice job,i think la...gona miss my frens for while,eh eh,bt v stil hav a holiday trip on 21/4,wu,faster cm la...haha..our gang go eat korean foods after class neh,the boss they already recognize us,cz v go there very often,haha,their foods nice like hell,shan u cm i bring u go...wu,finaly holiday,bt stil hav exam next week,hope i pass all,wu....i rely tired,from outside...bt also inside...

爱情的失意，痛苦，悲伤，一定要自己经历，释怀，才会明白原来一切只是经验，一场梦，才会了解，经历了，自己原来已长大，我曾经被伤害很深，我到现在还记得那伤痛的感觉，但想通与释怀了后，发现那回忆很深，很痛，悲伤把快乐淹没了，但至少现在，我坦然面对，不再苦，难过了，没有留白的感情，我们都不需要，但恋爱，不就是要开开心心才是我们要的吗？！朋友们，明白这道理吗？。。世上没做不到的事，有狠经的决心，就一定行，不要为不值得的人难过。。

带不走得丢不掉的让大雨侵蚀吧，让他推想我在辩解奋不顾身挣扎，如果有一个怀抱勇敢不计较代价，别让我飞，将我温柔环绕。。

busy busy busy

2009-03-21T21:51:00.000-07:00

hihi,im bck...first of all wana tell tat gossip girl new episode is out,wait about 3 weeks only out 1 episode,bt it stil nice,n it almost come 2 end liao,guys,go watch it,u knw u love it...wao,tis weeks,is the most horible experience for me,y?...i ned to complete 2 assignments 2gether in time,so evryday i stay in library until the library close door,wao,i nvr feel tat lo,sumore so lonely inside...so fierce....on weds night,whn i was going my assignments on 4am,i saw shan,marvis,ang stil online,whn i asked,i jz knw evry1 is doing their assignments,wao,so geng lo evry1....finaly pass up on thurs,thn straight go bck sleep,u knw,2days only sleep for 5 hours,im nt superman leh,cnt tahan de a....on fri,wuhu,3pm no class,fast finish my class,thn me n my classmates go eat Bak Kut Teh,although they knw i hate sun n hot,they stil paksa i go,bo bian,they r queens n king,finish lunch v go watch DRAGON BALL..wuhu,i wan watch long time liao leh,damm wan..the movie is nice n funny,esp whn they pronounce the KA ME HA ME HAAAAAAAAAAAAAa.....wao,geng lo,zha dao....anyway,its nice...relax a bit,bt stil hav 3 more assignments n 2 presentation to go,lets rock in,bcz im GODDESS OF FIERCENESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSs....
leave comment after view o,if nt,u knw wat will hapen 2 u.....

im bck

2009-03-13T21:43:00.000-07:00

hi guys,thr's a long long time i din update,im very lazy 2 update,bt on some ''FANS'' request,i hav 2...haha....well,in this month,act ntg special happen..u knw,as a student,my life aint gona b any interesting....1st ting is my schol work drive me crazy,y?..imagine 1 week do 3-4 assignments 2gether,plus some f*cking lecturers like 2 give u another small work n presentation at the same time,see hw u wan handle,its rely crazy...the happy tings is,i get knw a bunch of new frens frm marketing,they r so great,u knw,the way they treat u,is rely sweet,they care n concern,like rely gt 2 knw so long,always hav tat topic on us,n some others r crazy,bt nice 2 me,i bcome so happy n more postive thinking nw...u knw,wat i hav been through,no matter in past,i feel ok wif tat n i still love my frens,bt in nw happened,i cnt rely can understand the attitude tat they showed,bt its ok 2 me,cz i knw hw 2 control better my mind,which shan n yen rely help me did it...haha....other interesting in my life is i went 2 the IYF gathering wif jing,tat is a nice place,ppl nice,foods nice,i hope i can rely mix it,bt it seem hard,bcz evry1 is frm same schol,knw each others long long time,its kind of hard 2 mix wif thm,u will knw hw bored b alone at thr,esp whn tat jing wont bother u n bring u in,ha....so i give up....whn been through so much,i feel like i learned so much,i hav been through the process,i cry,i angry,bt tats the past,learning n learning is my work nw,im glad i found tat mean on me,i found tat great persons in my life,i need 2 step out the darkness tat followed me long long time,n bcm the new of me,the goddes of angels,bc im FIERCEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

hapy valentine's day

2009-02-14T17:42:00.000-08:00

wao,although as usual wont hav any1 b wif me n celebrate,bt nvm,tis year quite full...early morning first go sing k wif ang thm,cz apple cm subang,thn v go sing k,wu,long time din sing k,小阿妹appear again lo,haha....its rely fun cz gt apple,bt someting rely make me mad is tat...(secret la,say out nt rely good)....later on at afternoon,i folow my girlfren go a big gathering whr gather all the volunteer frm diff country,most hapy is frm korea de..wao,long time din join such group activities...well,im feel so strange whn at thr,cz 1st time ma,din knw any1,lucky some ppl quite nice,chat wif me...until night,eat korea foods,taste nt bad,after tat gt a dance class,dancing such like cultural dance,quite nice,long time din dance except beyonce n jolin,im expert,wahahah....after tat is bible seminar,em,for me is ok la,jz they keep tell story,so long leh,cnt tahan,haha..after tat is dancing frm korea team,wuhu,damm handsome de korea,1 is so funny also,thn is the korea teaching class,wu,v learn a song '3 bears',i think evry1 shld knw,frm Full House de,wa,the dance also so cute,thn is basic korea grammar learning,tqs 2 Young Jun,teach me a lot n help me,my eyes cnt away frm u o,haha,next time shld take pic wif u,cnt wait next week go again,ervyday mz go,cz if u guys gone,i will so sad,haha,im gona work so hard 2 join u guys,i swear....come on,ALL THE SINGLE LADIES,ALL THE SINGLE LADIES,PUT UR HANDS UP...wuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu

牛年，祝大家扭转乾坤，恭喜发财。。。

2009-01-29T18:08:00.000-08:00

wuhu,cny finaly arive,tis is year so hapy,buy many beautiful tings...early morning CHU XI,25/1,help mom prepare 'tuan yuan fan'..mama cook many tings,she so busy,v whole family help like crazy,haha,after tat at 6pm,second round,eat wif my whole KWONG family,wao,again wif nice fish,abalon,king prawn,many many,eat damm full,after tat go temple pray,tradition of our family..after tat is arange all my clothes,bag,shoe,watch,jewel..wao,see ups thr,nice leh....thn jz watch some cny tv show,see fire works..thn is time 2 bed n wait CHU YI lo.....

Chu yi n chu er,same plan,go uncle house,aunt house bai nian,thn will go bck my uncle house at Sekinchan,wuhu,all relatives gather 2gether,so hapy n tat CNY bcome so great,this year gt gamble,i lose rm20,yiu,bt nvm as long as can gamble,at night go eat big nice diner again,thn night eat satey,while all gather 2gether at my uncle house garden n chat,so hapy....

chu si cm bck,thn go a place..'Tong chan shi'

wao,its awesomeee,nice like hell,n finaly see the COW,damm cute n nice...v 1st go eat all the 'SHU SHI',damm nice,bt all so expensive,1 mee can sell at rm8,bt all money earn is 4 charity de,nvm,haha....walk here n thr,see so many tings, gt 1 musuem shw all the budhist ''diao xiang'',so beautiful,all sell at rm6000++,hope i can buy,haha...after see all tings,feel so hapy,bcz its so beautiful....

chu wu,at noon 1st go my aunt bai nian,thn go YK house,thought gamble n many ppl thr,cz stupid gee say gt de,bt whn arive,no1 thr,only gee,her bf n yk..thn wait dan cm start gamble,yiu,lose again n whole gamble boring like hell,im gona curse tat stupid gee...after tat diner wif aunt,wao,big diner again,of cz abalone,duck,n many nice foods,always tat,make me fat lo...at night marketing frens sud date go seremban eat,after go,they duno the direction n keep go wrg,at last go PD liao,although so long time,bt the trip quite nice,n at pd so relax,hope can stay 1 night...

chu liu go out wif qian n how yee,so hapy see thm,they r rely my best long time frens,chat chat chat,n go watch INKHEART,the movie quite nice,shld watch,n v 3 also chat so many,hope can met soon..wu....mon gona start schol lo,assignment n test coming,hate it,wish CNY wnt pass,bt act it already wan end liao,so fast,next year CNY will b end of feb,gosh,hw im gona wait tat long while holding a bunch of new clothes,haha.....come on baby,let make the CNY nt gona end tat boring way.....wuhu....

wuhu

2009-01-18T15:09:00.000-08:00

well,im bck,tats been a long time din upload my blog,so sry 2 all my fans..im kind of lazy nw..ha

well,talk bck in this past 2 weeks,first shld b say is tat shan n bobo cm bck 2 kl find us...well,tat sun pick up thm is so hapy,thn jz went 2 midvaley shop,bt unfortunetly,tat day walk wif 1 vampire,u knw who m i say...haha...another day is mon,which schol FINALY start,going bck,see all my dearest frens is so HAM PU KA,omg,all din change much,jz so hapy 2 see evry1,well wait ang,thn straight go sunway 2 start shop...jz arived me n shan go buy watch,wu,shan bought a GUESS watch o,so nice,nt 2 exp la.....tues go sg.wang n timesquare,wao,all my frens bcome ''O pa shang',all like crazy wat?!......''全场25''...haha,bt act all clothes r so nice.....well,shop,eat,hang out chat,is so great,esp wif ang,renee,shan,so hapy of tat,the next day bfore shan bck,v go eat,thn go NEWAY,wao,sing like hell,小阿妹 shw up again,haha......

well,after shan bck,so lonely,cz she is my soul fren,always knw wat i think,haha.....

well,class is gona go on,bt bfore tat,im going 2 make a huge change,wat??....is cut my hair short,nice,plus a gold colour,waoooo...amazing change....well,after tat,class is on,as usual is so boring,luckily gt steven n yi hui class wif me,jz 1 class wif level 2 students,kind of cant join thm,try la.....

well,whole week is my frens birth,hapy 20 birthday 2 all of u...haha...sat finaly go out wif thm...v go eat steamboat,well as usual,chat,is so fun..at least all tis make us bcome hapy n release of

stress...haha...the tings thr quite ok,nt bad....ha,tat day v all do charity,jz buy some ''xia bing'' frm some1 tat rely need our help,act help ppl is good whn u see ppl rely need ur help,jz a litle tings may change their live...well,more fasinating tings hapen after diner is....tayar punture....all like foolish,duno even hw 2 change,busy here n thr at last also need help frm parents,ha,although nt very good,bt act is a funny experience...

well,sun night finaly meet lovely miss.apple,already miss hang out wif thm on fri n sat,==,bt sun night rely hapy,found bck tat very hapy moment tat like past always 2gether all,chat n hav fun,so great...eat our favourite foods,yummy,well,talk about our drama,F4,wao,handsome like hell,haha...so hapy whn v all 2gether,wana cry liao,haha.....

after tat,v all go watch TWILIGHT,well,finaly watch,is vampire story,bt love love more...begining kind of blur,plus bside 1 woman keep say the guy is damm handsome,haha....v jz think tat america make up base is going cheap,all white like hell,haha....well,whn the story going on,it is so great,the boy is rely good,sacrifice himself 2 save n love the girl,omg,is sooooo romantic....well,evryting gona wait for the part 2,jz knw....

well,nw is going to wait CNY,cnt wait 2 wear evryting in new,wuhu...see u thn....u knw u love me,XOXO,gossip girl...pls leave comment after see,if nt,im gona kill u....

Finaly

2009-01-01T05:51:00.000-08:00

Wuhu,im bck....first,is 2009 nw,omg,im gona b 20 tis year,old like hell,bt still look gorgeuos,wu,tats great...here r my colleagues,they r so nice n fun,work there rely hapy....

this is some of thm,left is my lovely frens at thr,n right is my manager frm HK,v all rely like frens whn working....haha

being into 2009,i dun even go anyway celebrate also,bcz i been ffk by ppl,sumore date any sei dong also nt free,==.....my frens list rely less like hell..haha...jz stay at home,watch 6 horror movie wif my mom,wuuuuuuu,all is true story de,damm scary,make me open light 2 sleep,sumore hard 2 sleep,at last 5am already woke up,‘眼金金望天光'.....man,im gona die lo....

well,till 1/1/09,hav 2 work also morning shift,midvaley damm many ppl,bt my shop 1 business also no,hw can?.....tat make us all sleepy n no mood to work...whn lunch time go eat vietnam food wif my colleagues,well,i order i rice,2 desert..my desert is yummy,bt my rice,is hard 2 eat sumore the taste make me vomit..omg,waste my money...whn go bck,my boss say planing go melaka 2ml bcz she is off day,ask me wana join cz with me is more fun,thn i think that im ok,jz financial issues..aii.....i jz promise la cz my manager gona bck 2 hk n im nt going 2 follow her bck...haha....so sud wana go melaka,jz like me n my frens always sud wan go genting...wu...feel like wan genting.....haha

at night finaly is the ting i wait so long,is my aunt birthday dinner party....wuuuuuuuu
in the 1st meal already is the 'lang bun'..inside gt abalone,chicken,n many more...damm nice.....rm700 de abalone leh...wa......
thn gt whole chicken,king of prawn,'luo mi fan','shou mian'...n so many....eat full like hell.....

finaly i finish my work,is my 1st time worked so long time,salary nt much la(because eat n shopping buy many..haha)..luckily tis time gt some bonus...great.......n waiting for 4jan,finaly can meet bobo shang chao n shanshan....gona chat chat chat like hell wif thm n hope can go drunk wif thm..haha.....HAPY NEW YEAR.........u knw u love me,xoxo gossip girl.....

amazing day

2008-12-24T07:01:00.001-08:00

hi,im bck....heard tat shan shan n bobo shang chao will cm kl at 4 jan,so hapy,finaly meet again..sure hav so much fun....waiting...bt my salary hvnt cm out.....my acc spent until 0 cz keep shoping....ai...well,2day went 2 collect my result,damm scared,whn take the paper,my heart like come out,tqs god tat i finaly pass the fucking ECO n also my damm hard enl,finaly release frm all this stress,bt new 1 is coming soon....after went work,2day sales nt bad,n in great mood...jz work,joke...go eat sushi,roast chicken,sumore eat a triple float ice cream cz almost rm20 wif my colleague,damm hapy,no wonder ppl say eat sweet tings will bcm hapy....almost finish my work,n start schol,kind of miss tis job,bt nvm...i will still keep going...
u knw u love me, XOXO...gossip girl....

victoria secret

2008-12-14T07:02:00.000-08:00

忙碌却充实

2008-12-09T07:07:00.000-08:00

Halo evry1,is me "S",im bck....is been a time i din update my blog,so many ppl complaint y i din update,so sry,i rely busy n tired on working,no extra time,so 2day make a sign at here....my work,damm busy. Altough it is SALES nw,bt act evrytings tat main in shop din hav it,so tis month is hard 2 hit the target,160k,omg... evryday hav 2 clean,arange stock,wu,so busy,bt nice la,evry1 here nice.....jz hope can hit more sales....

christmas month coming,it is so nice at midvaley,the theme is CIRCUS,it is same as Britney new album,it is so nice,i rely like it....she is rely BACK...she is being on so many GREAT performance,even oprah,ellen,maddona love her so much nw,go brit,i will buy ur album n make u last.....

this is the midvaley theme,i think is quite ok,evryday will hav circus perform at thr,it kind of noisy actualy,hahah.............

she is Jessica Stam,one of the top model in the world,her latest in JASPAL,it is going 2 open in midvaley,jz oposite my shop,wu,she is damm gorgeuos....

wu,finaly part,this is wat i bought,dun see jz only 2 pack,haha,act evryting inside....cz dunwan let mom knw,bt at last she also knw,keep say wao,wao wao,buy buy buy until tat much...
yesterday,1st,me n frens went 2 sunway,bt act plan 2 go early de,jz my fren late 1 hour.Whn reach thr,its so queit,long time din go liao...jz walk tat particular few shop,walk around,see so many tings,all so ugly,ntg 2 buy,thn jz go eat taiwan food,emmmmm,damm nice,miss tat so much....
after tat,v straight go Sg.wang,it damm jam,jz wan parking also jam 10mins,damm......after parking,straight 2 the point,cz hvnt buy anyting,so pressure,time is money a....haha.....walk lot 10 ISETAN 1st,thn jz bck 2 Sg.wang.....walk frm basement 2 top,evry1,din find anyting,jz expect la,cz evryting is so LALA wat,jz hope can find someting nice...go 4 designer clothes,finaly found 1 nice clothes frm Willian Liew....its rely nice,bt exp,rm120+,bt i like it,no my size,only The Garden hav,i wan thn reserve 2 me,i will go thr collect...ha....after tat....v rush here n thr 2 finish shop at thr fast,thn is time 2 rush 2 final point n lat hope,MIDVALLEY....tat time is already 8pm,OMG....after parking,acc my fren go SEED buy her shoe,bt bad luck,no more size,she is damm upsad...thn v go philosophy thr,i finaly buy 1 shirt,2 singlets,wuuuu...thn went 2 Garden,walk all the shop,whn walk by all shop,i finaly buy 3 shirt,n 1 beautiful shoe,limited de...wao....at last finaly buy all the tings,all at midvaley,damm funny....after buy is already 10pm,rely walk until ppl close door....wu....1st time 1 day shop 3 places...tired man,n overspent again o,haha....bt so nice la....

Tats it,hope u guys knw wat hapen on me,pls leave comment after see o,u knw u love me,XOXO,Gossip Girl......

Exotic n freaking out work

2008-11-22T16:18:00.000-08:00

well,im bck...i hav 2 say these few days i work like hell,DKNY is 200% a freaking FUCK company...y?..there hav 8 permanents staffs work at the same time,they hired me jz b a 'gu lei'...evryday i go jz count stock,clean ctock,arange all teh clothes,bags.shoes...thn clean the floor,ion clothes...thn whn gt customer come,they like rocket shhhhhh come so fast 2 get ur customers,n keep call me go storeroom do tings...WTF....Finaly,yesterday,FOLLIE call me n say they need me work,start at mon,im like fly 2 heaven,omg...hapy like hell...at tat day,im like dunwan bother all the fuck staffs,lucky is a big customer come n is me served,whn the lady try the clothes,a staff try 2 scold me 4 ntg,n i fight bck wif 'fan bai yan',say ''my cust love the clothes n wan 2 see,OK?!..'..wu,tat moment feel so great...finaly im release frm it....finaly.....hope i can get my salary 4 these days..PLS>...haha......well,work is so bad,bt gt money,if nt...ai........my leg nw def broke...wuuuuuuuuuuu

week by week

2008-11-16T07:09:00.000-08:00

hey,im bck...this holidays rely damm boring...this few weeks so bad luck...my home tmnet line cant b log in,i hav already 1 week cant dl anyting....omg..i almost crazy...no drama,no bbt,kang xi,tvxq,big bang....always went outside online,if nt i will crazy....papa say i use money like crazy,jz like woman use credit card,so he dunwan give me any money in these holidays..hw come,i so guai,din buy anyting leh,din waste money,y papa wu hui me...ai...he say if wan buy anyting use my own money.....im gona start work liao,hope i can tahan till jan..it is mz,bcz i ned 2 work 2 get the money 2 buy clothes,go travel,many tings else,omg....i hope i gt lotery nw....this holidays i dunhav frens acc me out..aiiii....rely boring...dunwan start schol also,cz the life also damm worse also....i jz hope Yin u can take me away,as u can walk away,i rely hope u bring me out frm here....i ned a whole new life...or im thinking im nt going 2 start my sem 3 at Jan,mayb at May,wif wan yee...cz i may wan 2 change cologe n course at the same time,if cant on course,college beter,i ned it,2 start a new colege life,hav a wonderful college moment,i dunwan tis UNBELIEVEABLE journey...YIN,y wan left me here,u say wont left me......i rely cant hope any1 liao,as only wan yee n shan....fiona make me feel,aiii.....doctor give me a heavier medicine 2 control my body,i told doctor can i dunwan,beter jz let it go...wat m i thinking....nvm...i dun care...i already fight for so long,its useless...i already gone through the dark side,saw the light,bt the darkness keep follow me.....

Im Back

2008-11-15T05:09:00.000-08:00

Hi,evry up site east bird, im S, is bck...there been a time i din update my blog..y?
in this holidays,i keep find for a job...walk here there,my leg almost broke...at last i found Follie n DKNY, n at last 2 of thm hired me....im act so hapy,bt start at 20nov, it's 2 late bt nvm,beter thn dunhav....
Im relaxing nw...let my body n mind rest,dun hav 2 think all the SUCK tings....im recovering nw...i think it is going good,hope so...well..hope my frens go well...
U Knw U Love Me.....XOXO,Gossip Girl

工作。。。

2008-11-06T08:08:00.001-08:00

我的死电脑又发作了，一定要想办法把它弄成XP了，要不然很lag，我的游戏又不能玩了。。。今天终于跑去找工了，很多间都有请人呢，但很多都是啦啦mui，不然就是aunty，但是我的folie有请人呢。。。一直走，走到腿都断了。。最后终于找到四间，而且都很不错的，一间竟然是DKNY呢，里面真的很漂亮，而且很高级，看到真的很棒，又是我的梦想，是high fashion 的，但是希望folie多一点，因为薪水真的很高。。。希望明天能顺利通过哦。。。

回忆

2008-11-05T01:22:00.000-08:00

假期的来临就是无聊的开始。。不知为什么，昨天真的很背，天杀的倒霉，去银行没开，买食物没开，去逛街还不见了卡，白白要赔钱，有够幸运。。。刚刚无聊看看了很多人的blog，突然发现很多事情真的改变了，像有朋友分手，为了爱情烦恼，学业，家庭。。真的很多。。可是，我好像什么都不知道，突然觉得好冷漠，曾经是那么要好的朋友，什么事情我都懂，总能给与你们爱与鼓励，但现在，好像断了线，我什么都不懂了，竟然要如此才知道发生什么了。。。好可怕哦，好难过哦，眼泪一直不停的滑落。。。我真的很爱你们，也很珍惜，但不知为什么。。好像发现你们已经不需要我了，见到你们，总觉得很陌生，可能因为你们有你们的生活，加上固定班底的好朋友，慢慢显示不再需要我了。。我不明白，但也没办法。。。我也不懂，只能看着你们，其实，心里很难受的，但是，无所谓吧，我还是会默默为你们祝福，哪怕什么时候，如果以后，可能以后，见面时。。。我们还会述说当年的事，会吗？对吧？。。哈哈。。。如果时间没变，或许，或许，这一切也不会酱吧。。。学会坚强，是我的毕生课业，因为对我来说，有时候，还真的很难，甚至想要放弃，不想这样下去了，会想，可能离开，会对我比较好。。。慢慢的习惯，习惯一个人面对，一个人生活，或许，会让我学习更多吧。。。我懂，这一切来得很难，但我会的，看着一切发生，我可以的。。。我希望大家都明白，好吗？会吗？。。不管怎样，我会寻找快乐的顺成，一直一直得，让他回来。。。

finaly holiday

2008-11-03T04:23:00.000-08:00

2day is my last n scariest subj,ECONS...i jz slept for 3 hours n keep study(of cz gt stop n watch some movie)...the paper begining is ok 2 me....bt whn continue,it is suck...i duno hw 2 do at all...i jz hope 2 pass...pls....after exam,a bad damm ting hapen,my car cldnt start up..i ahv 2 pay rm230 2 repair it...after tat me,wendy,renee,poh yee n leng went 2 sunway...v go shop n shop..wendy like won lotery,buy so many tings,dam rich is she,haha....i also wan buy,bt rely cant,no money for it...it is a hapy moment bfore holiday...tqs renee n wendy...see u guys 2 months later..love u 2......

high school

2008-11-01T18:10:00.000-07:00

well,yesterday i went 2 watch hsc 3 with my frens,it is so fun...v went for diner,shop n i bought 2 big magazines..haha....n later peng join us...chat,laugh,so hapy....nvr tat hapy for these months....after tat is the movie....em...as expected,sing n dance......act the movie is romance,fun,so much energy..it is prety cool...i quite like it..especialy the lifestyle in...it is so cool n fascinating...i jz hope to get tat......
well....time has changed...evry1 has changed act...admit it....sometimes like ppl nt here,its hard 2 say continue the frenship or love....some1 tat here,even nt tat good...well.....
u knw u love me...XOXO...gossip girl...

他妈的，考试

2008-10-30T05:07:00.000-07:00

星期一终于跑去吃韩国餐了，太好吃了，但只有两个人，饱到我们，原本还有人的，可是又放飞机，每次都酱。。。多谢晶陪我聊天，开导我，我快没事了，希望。。。考试终于到了，今天考英文阿，超难的。。其实也不是说很难，只是问题很复杂，很难写，单单report就用了快一小时了，幸好我快，不然肯定完蛋，看到其他人偶用很久时间，觉得自己没有写得很好，但没法了，希望过关。。。下星期的econs才要死阿，他妈的，如果这次不过，我一定死。。没事的，我信自己一定可以。。。。考完了后，就要找工了，为自己的旅行计划了，一定要行啊。。。。开心，慢慢习惯一个人。。。。

终于

2008-10-27T17:02:00.000-07:00

昨天和卡门聊了很久，说说这阵子的东西，发现原来变了，她说了很多东西，都让我发现很对，或许一样，我应该习惯一个人了。。。
昨天和一位死党出去吃吃东西，散散心，如果不是，我可能真的会疯。。。一起聊天，说笑，总算让心里好过一点了。。。或许该放下一切东西了，不管是以前或现在的，不管是好还是坏，我都要放下了，看透了一切，也让我真的真的很累了，我已经没力气再哭了，再难过了，知心的那几位朋友在我身边就够了，其他的要管不管随便你们了，我也不想说珍惜什么了。。。。你们喜欢活在自己的世界，就去吧。。。

Finished

2008-10-24T03:41:00.000-07:00

Finaly my class hav finished...well...release...bt scared...cz final will b the hard enl n my FUCK resit eco...damm..it will pass.....haha.....
well....im stil in strugling about my feeling...ned more time 2 get it out...jz like im having cancer,need time 2 recover...em...evryting has changed...evry1 is suit for it...mayb is jz me nt suit.....i will try so hard,try n try....
nt leting all tis beat me down...bt i need help...tat can rely pull me bck frm darkness...
u knw u love me.....xoxo,gossip girl...

so bad...

2008-10-22T08:52:00.000-07:00

these day rely so moody...feel like many tings have changed...i jz feel sad..duno hw 2 do.....jz vomit....vomit evryting out even my medicine...mayb i 2 stress on myself....

感动

2008-10-17T21:59:00.000-07:00

今天看到一片文章，是一篇很细腻，很温柔，很美的爱情故事。。。诉说两个人从高中认识，一起上学，一起打闹，常用一句话，‘让我抱住你，握住你的手，不用怕，我会永远保护你，不会让任何人欺负你。。。’，这句话，我听过，那时，正如作者一样，真的很开心，但发现对方背叛自己，放弃自己，正如这世界完了。。只有经历过的人，才懂这感觉，比任何东西来得痛。。。看着每个人幸福的模样，偶尔因争执而伤心，在想，或许我适合一个人生活吧，这样会无忧无虑？会吗？。。当有人说结婚，事业成功，看着大家一步一步成长了，或许那时候，我应该走了吧。。。去哪里，不知道，可能去一个安静，没烦恼的地方，过着一个人，精彩的生活吧。。到时候，大家要来看看我哦。。哈哈。。。（说着，眼泪好象流下来了）。。。我啊，一直都很坚强（表面吧）。。。有时候，唱k，在家唱歌都想大哭，看电影也会，好像抱着姐妹涛一起大哭，可是怕大家说我疯了。。哈哈。。。不哭了拉。。。

放松吗？

2008-10-17T17:31:00.000-07:00

终于把ass和present都完成了。。。虽然因为某人弄到我快疯了，又不是做到很完美，但还是可以拉。完成后，心情并没有特别好呐。。因为还没考试阿，还差那么一点点。。。。没事找找朋友聊聊，确实能把我心情变好，可是为什么我还有不开心，其实阿，还是再有那么一点伤心的感觉，现在。。我跟他们，就如同陌生人，我其实不是在意（或许吧）。。。em，有时阿，我就是酱，很矛盾，其实，心里一直都不好受，但，我想要找回我自己，必须要用很多努力和时间吧。。没事，不想要像以前一样，那么容易倒下。。。昨天，我又呕，又有血，没事吧，应该是药，有时想，或许死了，我就没烦恼，人说如果人没烦恼，就不会成长，或许吧，我觉得自己成长了，变了，但是，好像没有以前快乐。。。夭寿阿，怎么又酱想呢。。。哈。。还有，这几个星期，我都没看见他了，或许他不想让我看见，是因为想让我开心，他说过不会也不想让以前的事再发生，或许酱是对，但，其实我很想再见你。。。或许。。

Thinking good

2008-10-13T20:11:00.000-07:00

well,is 's' again....while finish watched blair n serena story,i got someting....1st,i may say sry 2 those wat i wrote,i may hurt,i knw....2nd,for those who say tat i dun even talk 2 thm,tell thm wat im thinking,beter think,do i nvr told u all bfore?jz look wat u giving me bck...swt,==,jz ignore or any others....do i even nt try 2 talk or talk out?....who rely see n knw,i always try 2 speak out wat i feel....nt ppl acc go play or any entertainment means best fren 2 me,frens r those who rely keep their hands n hearts 2 listen 2 me....i din mean 2 hurt bt act i been hurt....im nt have any right 2 judge any1 bt ppl already judge me..y nt speak out? try 2 put the blames n fault on me whn i say someting in my way and all the scandals hapen is on me,try 2 ask wat u think n wat u doing nw?...who r u,chuck bass?....Im waldove....i wont even say a bad words of any1 even hw bad i feel,i try anyting 2 fix it.bt it seems like wat i said may be bad n mean words,bt look at wat goes around,it always comes around 2 u.....u only able 2 b k-fed or pamela 2 whn u do tat....
xoxo,gossip girl....

忙碌。。。

2008-10-12T23:06:00.000-07:00

今天原本没上课的，但是答应了死人gee去lowyat陪她买东西。。。一早就起身了，去学校接她们去。。。哈哈，原本以为带她们去吃海鲜面，没想到没开，真是天杀的倒霉阿，跑去吃粥了。。狂跟她们说很好吃，没想到今天大失水准，真失望。。。。去到sg。wang很冷清哦。。。我原本想要去订ayumi的cd，但已经来了，真的好漂亮哦，开心死了，但是蛮贵，rm110阿，但比起日本版rm250，算便宜了，反正都没差，变买了。。。

要付钱时，yao xiu 哦，竟然看到黑糖群侠传限量版的专辑，外面跟本没卖，我真的忍不住了，因为今天没了就是找不到了，变买了下来，实在有点贵，rm90，但真的蛮美，我想是因为进口吧。。。酱就花了很多钱，真的不能花了。。。

买完了，终于回家了，哈哈，我们还约了明天吃sushi king的特点，没钱了，还想吃，真是贪吃，哈哈。。。。开心。。。
U knw u LoVe me, XoXo, GOSSIP GIRL...

新开怀

2008-10-11T19:29:00.000-07:00

昨天和很久没见的yen和jing见面了，跑去唱k了。。好久没一起玩乐了，真的很开心。。当然不免俗‘小阿妹’又发作，但其实昨天很少唱啦，唱的都是一些很‘好听’的歌。。（请两位annoymous给comment是不要亏我哦，哈哈。。）。。我们都在狂聊天，聊一些最近发生什么啊，最近如何阿。。大家都把话说开了。。说到这几个星期发生的事，发现其实真的变了很多，我说着，也觉得自己也变了，可能想通了吧。。。shan，yen和jing你们说的很对，我也觉得，就如同我们说的，既然别人不重视我这个朋友，生活规划也没有握，满口说我错，说他们没有这样做，我对这一切都看开了，别人既然不重视我了，我也没必要再执著这种东西了，看开一点。。。至少我有JING，YEN，ying，LENG，BOBO，SHAN，ANG，WENDY，QI GE，POEY GEE，SOOK MEI，KUN，POH YEE，MARVIS，YENG，JOYCE，KA MEN，当然还有我最最爱，最亲爱的芸儿和雪雁。。我人生认识你们，我就很开心了。。。希望你们也觉得如此，也重视我，好吗？我开始学着不为无谓的人哭了。。
哈哈。。。。开心的我慢慢回来了。。。
XOXO，GOSSIPGIRL

蘇服的一天。。。。

2008-10-10T03:12:00.000-07:00

今天阿，原本有点纳闷，因为要交outline给我们家的女王阿，‘deepa'，没想到她看了居然说我做得很好，好险哦，如果又被reject，我真的要跳楼了，什么都是我做，很累人阿。。。放学了，和angang，死人gee和sok mei去sunway吃早餐。。先去吃donuts，坐在那聊天吃东西，很好呐。。。过后又跑去逛街了。。。看到那死人牌子‘SALAD’，全部人都笑死了。。。又贵又丑，完全真的不懂什么是时尚，人家versace那些才叫时尚吧，看看人家拉。。。。我们又跑去吃zanmai了，好好吃哦，我和gee都叫了curry，真的很好吃，但有点腻。。一边吃，一边聊天，真的很开心，我就是向往这样的生活，可以和好朋友酱，很幸福呐。。。。

wuhu。开心啊。。。

2008-10-08T20:09:00.000-07:00

几天前和朋友跑去唱k，还吃buffet。。去到那，一开始就狂拿东西吃，我们吃到很狼狈，又好笑。。。我们三个吃着，就仿佛好像有一个加入我们不到的‘欧巴桑’默默坐在一旁唱歌，好好笑哦。。。吃饱了，就狂k歌，好久没开演唱会了，真是的，那么就都没退步，当晚便成了‘小阿妹’和‘小小s’（这样讲如果被人看到一定给打死。。。哈哈）。。。

挺快乐的一天

2008-10-06T02:57:00.000-07:00

今天阿，还真是好玩。。一个人跑去了Midvaley，原本想说看戏，因为很多戏阿，还没看，快要不时髦了。。去到，突然改变主意，想了想，还是逛街好了。。去到ZARA，我的天啊，也来了太多新货，我看中了三件衣服，真的美到。。。我很想买，可是想，年尾sales时才大买，那才爽，又不用那么贵，于是便痛心得放回去了。。。去topshop，看中了一件我很喜欢的时尚外套，真的，想要买，可是贵到我也吓了一跳，rm400耶，怎么可能买下手。。放弃吧，以后工作才可以买吧。。去了jusco，很多人耶，我走走，好想买一大堆菜啊鱼啊回家煮，但是才发现好象只有我吃，真失望。。去买了一些食品要做减肥食物，（听着先吧，哈哈），然我去看食物部，哇，食物好吃又多，都不懂要买什么，便买了一个便当和鸡，买了我很多钱，在食物而已，难怪那么肥，都那么会吃了，哈。。。回家吃到我快饱死了，以后阿，还真不要那么贪心。。。我没什么了，可能想通了吧，这样自己也会开心点阿，不用那么忧郁。。好了，下次一定要拖一堆人一起去超市。。好怀念bobo，我，leng一起去的时候，真的真的很开心。。。

what goes around comes around

2008-10-04T10:28:00.000-07:00

今天很糟，好像发生很多事。。。今天和几位朋友谈天，有些甚至是一直以为很好的老朋友。。。一直以为我们的想法很象，但聊了过后，发现原来我们的朋友观完全不同。。她告诉我，她很开心，对待每个朋友都一样。。我问她，那难度没有好坏之分，有一些姐妹淘，就只有她们最要好，可以聊心事，她说并没有，因为她不信任何人，也不想分享给任何人知道。。。‘不要太過於執著朋友的定義，而是應該要珍惜’，这句话是她说，或许有道理，但我想问，每个人心中一定有一个朋友，你是完全对他信任，愿意分享的，对吧？。。但如果说我们执著定义，我想你跟本不懂，为什么以及定义的意义，或许可以说，你根本不懂自己想要什么。。。或许我太执着于朋友，因为我觉得也知道，朋友可以比任何关系都来得永恒，所以很真心地对待每个人，我不求回报，只希望说，彼此对大相成，但是却有人说我很无理，我真的错吗？但这位朋友，我想在你心中，还真是‘糊涂’。。，你也其实有点伤到我，但感谢芸儿你说的一句话，‘你需要我，因为我对很多人说，是很重要的’。。。你和雪雁快点带我走吧，我真的很累，很痛，快不行了。。

很想离开

2008-10-04T07:19:00.000-07:00

不知怎么了。。这几天都觉得怪怪的，心里一直闷闷的，很忧郁，很伤心，到底怎么了？。。我也不懂，突然觉得这世界很残忍，什么好的东西也不给我，我只想要一个了解我的朋友，能在我身边陪我聊天，酱很过分吗？。。。好孤独哦，这种感觉又回来了。。。我很想离开，可以吗，上天可以成全我吗？。。。离开这里，离开这世界。。。

Mayb i dun need these anymore...

2008-10-03T04:23:00.000-07:00

Well,is me 'S' again...well,wats the topic 2day? Its stil around wat hapen around me..em...wat i feel is,i think wat i thought may not b wrg...well someting around relationship among all the frens bfore was pretty nice n i thought this will going 2 b last n kind of hapy for it...cheer...mayb is time n distance,keep conecting problems,i do think all these has changed....i dun like it,i hate it,n i think 'v' r pretty far n not close 2 each orther anymore...even hw hard i try,i wan 2 change it back,it din work bcz it doesnt get any help frm the other side...sad right,i knw i counldnt change anyting,bt i hope,i try,bt it failed.....mayb almost end,n v jz only tat average frens anymore....luckily i think there stil hav some1 bside me,not 1,quite lot...ha....mayb.....

一个星期了

2008-10-02T04:21:00.000-07:00

怎样才觉得你是喜欢一个人？。。当我每次看她的无名，看她的照片，我都很想她，还记得我们怎样认识吗，虽然很简单，可是我都觉得很开心，因为你愿意接受我，是你告诉我我是多么‘美’，哈哈，为了你，我愿意，我愿意放手...愿意让你走，其实，不知不觉地每天都看你有没有上线，很想跟你聊天，很想听到你的声音，很想看到你，你说你回来，可是，我知道你不是回来见我，而是，而是，举行你的婚礼，我。。。祝福你。。。答应我，把这段没有结局的故事，填上结局，让它飘走，永远消失。。Thank you for not letting go,when I said,let me go,thank you for timing, thank you for finding Thank you for not believing me baby when I said I don't want to fall in love Just want to have a little fun,but then you came and swept me up and now,I'm done so done，Falling madly deeply I Surprise myself enough to find that what's become this love, and now I'm done so done, I'm done

Presentation

2008-09-30T21:17:00.000-07:00

Hi,is me 'S' again....昨天终于完成了present，开始很紧张，把原先想好的稿子都忘了，最后只好自由发挥。。。虽然老师对我们的评语都很好，还赞我们是很棒的team，但因为我的少少错误，弄到不够完美了。。。真遗憾。。。也很对不起我的member，没关系，下次一定会更好。。假期了，很闷阿，真无聊。。。看了bobo的blog，看了觉得很伤心，但也希望她会坚强，其实她已经有所长大了，加油。。这几天很担心，因为我都会呕血，应该没事的，不用担心。。AI，快点考完试吧，至少可也过快点。。

sudenly

2008-09-29T05:57:00.000-07:00

well,is me, S again..em...i jz saw a blog frm my secondary fren,she is 1 of my best fren in secondary,another is tat bitchy kit...gosh,..anyway...seem like someting touch my heart,duno wats tat,bt...it jz a got...well,in tis moment,i feel so bad,no matter wat i did,i hav to restructure my life...tis time,i wan 2 say i need help frm my closet frens..pls,help me find bck myself,im lost...

心事重重

2008-09-29T02:15:00.000-07:00

今天没事却回了学校一趟，真无聊，浪费我时间。。之后去买了H2o，哈哈。。在之后，终于跑去看医生了。。好害怕哦，不知会怎样，等了很久，都还没到我，便自己去吃午餐先吧。。看着天色暗暗的，突然觉得很舒服，因为我总是特别喜欢雨天，感觉心灵特别宁静。。。吃完了，就回诊所，还没到我啊，真是等死人。。外面下着雨，突然想，每次什么难关都在自己一个人闯，其实，不好吗？只是，觉得很孤单，很想有人让我依靠，但是，那个人，我选择了祝福。。哈。。没事的，我啊，就是酱，虽然都一个人，但是我还是会尽可能的，活的更好。。。终于看了，医生说暂时没事，不用担心，我心也比较放心，才看了5分钟，就回家了。。不良笑花download完了，好开心哦。。

也把code geass 看完了，好感动哦，鲁鲁脩，真是伟大。。。阿，糟了，这个月啊，花了超级多钱啊，在酱下去，我都不能去台湾了。。一定要存钱阿，不可再花了，谁可以帮我啊。。。惨。。没事干，等明天present吧，就放假了，真无聊，休息吧。。

开心又犹豫的一天

2008-09-27T07:54:00.000-07:00

今天阿，终于download完我的Gundam了，太好看了，看看下就睡了。。。一起来亲爱的芸儿原来打来找我，我立刻msn她，原来她考试不顺利，很不开心，她就约了我和fiona出来聚会。。。其实啊，今天本来不行的，但为了朋友，只好骗骗家人咯。。真对不起。。我们去大吃sushi，饱死了，一直聊天，我们三个阿，好久没酱了，果然是世界上最好的朋友，我都把我不开心的心事都告诉她们了，真开心，因为在心里很不爽，也很不开心。。。我们也去了听闻很久的‘返ok ke’，好不美哦，真失望，也去了fiona的家，好怀念哦，聊天和看戏，真开心，就酱时间就过了，好舍不得，没办法。。。芸儿，雪雁，这世界没有人比你们更了解我，谢谢你们，有你们，我真的很开心。。还有阿，不懂要不要去看医生好，因为很贵啊，想想吧，我看还是要去吧，解决了这个瘤就放心了。。。没事的。。。好了，睡咯。。。。。。
XOXO。。GOSSIP GIRL

纳闷的一天

2008-09-26T03:42:00.000-07:00

宝宝生抽去英国快一个礼拜了，过得还好吗？虽然每天都能msn，但还是感觉到你的不存在，真难过。。。昨天把GOSSIP GIRL 看完了，也太好看了吧，太写实了，好希望自己能像里面的人一样。。突然间好象觉得朋友越来越少了。。。现在，都没有一个能聊的朋友，i mean 在学校。。每天就过着上课，放学的日子。‘你不是有大学的朋友吗’，常听到这句，想一想，有时有，但，好像都忽冷忽热，搞不懂，还是bobo和leng最有心。。我有时常问自己，为什么想那么多，好像过于悲观，但其实很多事都变了，以前的，现在的，因为时间，因为认识的人，其实大家都把想法改变了，只是不懂而已，又不要去面对，佩琪你说得对，以前的我不见了，我已经忘记了我笑的理由了，只记得我难过的理由，朋友对我来说真的很重要，但往往都被心爱的朋友遗忘，利用，遗弃，听起来很假吧，其实很多人无形中却做出酱的事情，伤害了我，无所谓吧，我好像习惯了，好想离开，重新找回自己，也许这样也没什么不好吧，我离开了，有人会为我而哭吗？。。芸儿，如果你能在我身边陪我聊就好了。。。好了，第一次写blog，以后在分享我的心情故事吧。。。。
XOXO。。GOSSIP GIRL